free therapy ☆ [06] just chilling... listening to music

in music, there is so much to find!

every little sound,

every inflection in the voice,

every beat switch,

vibrates within me

making the heart dance differently each time

as every song ends and a new one begins

i am changed

i move in between stages

of playfulness and rest,

sadness and anger,

i can tell what a song is about just by how it makes me feel—

fast drums and haphazard sounds pump blood through my veins,

low hums act as sedatives…

some songs made for body rotting

others made for body rocking,

alone, or with a partner

in this life, and even in my dreams

because when i close my eyes

the song becomes a backtrack for my inner world

when i open my eyes, once more

and the notes ring out of my speakers,

i watch them move around my room

some taking shape, others filling up space

and the notes ring out of my speakers,

sometimes not all in tune,

still, my heart finds a way to dance

every single time